the beginning..

this is only an attempt. an attempt to chronicle my life, my thoughts, my being. someone i know told me today that i should do this.do this, as, write down what i think. what i feel. not that i didn't earlier, i do have a couple of other blogs, but the charm of doing it anonymously is too much to resist.
so, here i am. again. to write, to share, to live through these pages.

To live

I am excited, nervous, scared, happy, excited, nervous, happy, excited, nervous, happy. Oh, someone remind me to be a little scared too, wouldja please?!

Yep. I am moving in. Moving in with my bf of a little more than a year. Am I insane? Maybe I am. But, what the heck. Bring it on, life. I’m here to live. And to live.

bleh!

I am feeling like.. well.. bleh.
'tis an interesting state to be in. wherein everything and everyone just about manages to make you feel , well.. bleh.
maybe it's that time of the year. the time before my b'day. the time when generally, everything around me just about falls apart. and then starts getting in motion again only post the b'day. sigh. lemme wait for it then. :)

Jan 24, 2010

I like the idea of love.
of being in love. of being loved. of loving just as much as i like being loved.

I am light

I feel light. Almost as if i am floating. :)

Now, I hope, I 'll never get back to the earth. I hope. :)

Life's beautiful once again. Well. Almost.

Almost.

Love

Love. what is it? I feel, love is acceptance. acceptance of each other of the shortcomings and the quirks. of the highest order. that is what love is.

lost

i am lost. completely. and thoroughly.
this blog is just an attempt at trying to find myself. of trying to find some semblance of order into my otherwise chaotic existance.